Feeling awfully melancholy, but keep on reminding myself that I have my health, I am not in debt to the point that I may lose my home, everyone around me is still here, school is going OK... etc, etc, etc. And yet I have been sitting here for several hours (days, but who's counting?) with tears in my eyes and greyness in my mind. This all sounds terribly ominous, but I feel like a silly teenager. Ugh! Depression? Hmmmm... I don't like to sound so dramatic and clinical. I just feel a bit sad.