Sunday 12 July 2009

I regret

I checked on the 'Secret Regrets' website (http://www.secondchanceonline.blogspot.com/) and, after remembering that I had posted one, checked to see if mine was there. It wasn't. But then I thought, I have a blog... I can post whatever I wish to post...

But what do I regret?

I regret the mistakes that I've made in my life, but I have learned from them and so they have been invaluable lessons.
I regret not telling particular guys that I like them, but then I don't see that they were the 'loves' that I was looking for. I have faith (and blind hope) that Mr Right (enough) is out there somewhere. Someone who doesn't think I am a bookworm, and who is only nominally more intelligent than I am, I can't take the competition otherwise! Hahaha ;)
I regret that I spent all of my student loan as quickly as I did. I had a good time though!!

Basically I guess what I am saying is that of course I have regrets, we all do, but what of it? Don't dwell on the past, on things you cannot change. They are past, in that foreign country that you cannot even visit. Cher may have wanted to turn back time, but I have accepted that I can't. So, march on inexorably towards some future point where things are 'A'ight!'

Hahahahaha

I have work now. THAT'S a depressing and sobering thought, innit?

Tuesday 7 July 2009

I am sad

Yesterday we had to put our beloved dog Wedge to sleep. Although I know that she is in a better place, that she had no quality of life and that she was in pain, it was still an awful decision to make and I spent most of yesterday crying. She will be missed.